February 2012
31 posts
Leap Day William
I am so excited for tomorrow. Leap Day is undeniably fraught with magic. A whole extra day of life. I’m smiling just thinking about it. Do not waste this day because it won’t happen for another four years. There are a million things I want to do with it, that I probably won’t get the chance to do. I am determined to be as unexpected as possible, as free as possible, and as much...
“never half ass two things, whole ass one thing”
– Ron Swanson, Parks and Recreation
“I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I’ll find the things they say...”
– Upside Down - Jack Johnson
The Hollow Men - T.S. Eliot
Mistah Kurtz—he dead.
A penny for the Old Guy
I
We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats’ feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;
Those who have...
feelings?!
I honestly don’t know what to do with myself. I think I have really weird emotions possibly. People think that I’m not affected by things, and I guess I really am not affected by typical things, but sometimes I feel like I am oversensitive (albeit internally) to some of the simplest things. Just life in general actually. Like divorce. And babies dying. Some things about life make me so...
“I remember once imagining what my life would be like, what I’d be like. I...”
– The Weather Man, 2005
it's raining, it's pouring
I am skipping class for several reasons, including that I can’t be bothered to get off of my bed, and that it’s raining. This makes me feel like somewhat of a slob, or that I’m terribly guilty of sloth or something, but I’d much rather be dry and taking a nap, then wet and sitting through lecture. Maybe I should put more of an effort for attending and participating in...
Watchso much studying for midterms happening over here.
shopaholic...
new swim suit came in the mail! It’s pretty slutty. And I love it. I’m totally finding a spring break boyfriend, Miami here we come!!!
Funtimes
After last night, I’m thinking about drawing a smiley face in the bottom of our toilet bowl. Then maybe next time which is probably inevitable, the experience will be marginally more enjoyable? haha.
okay.
someone needs to please make me a playlist of really happy and upbeat music, because my itunes library is so depressing! I listen to way too many ballads and emotional love songs and Ingrid Michaelson. I need some happiness rather than melancholy. Helllpppp I don’t know how to listen to good happy music!! I’m stuck in a rut possibly.
so much happy!
Joey is coming to visit!!! from March 4th-7th!!! I’m so excited :) too bad my life isn’t really that exciting at all, but its ok….I’m happy I’ll get to see him
HEY KELSEIGH
I actually cannot figure out how to reply to your comment….so you just get a blog post to yourself. Actually funny story about that (not really) is that when I was…8 ish my dad made me my first email address on AOL, and during that time me and my cousin used to play a lot of weird imaginative games where we would pretend to be different characters. In real life she had these friends...
I've been staring at the Panda Express logo for 30...
I just need to be doing something consistent so I don’t keep looking up and staring at people. I’m sitting in the campus center doing some work, but I really have only written a total of one sentence of my french paper. Productivity is not my middle name obviously. I just have so much work to do and so little time to do it in. I wish I was able to focus more. I really try to focus so...
I walked up the stairs today! And also birthdays
Tomorrow is my birthday! Am I excited? not really, I guess birthdays are not that big of a deal to me. At least I’m pretty sure I’m not going to be sick, so now I have to somehow take advantage of the day, except I have class for most of it anyway. And I’ll be wearing sweatpants all day since I have dance, so I guess I won’t be looking classy. Maybe I’ll be excited...
